Well as anyone that visits here can see i have been messing about with the page, not very well though as you can see.

I have been thinking of going for either a year or life time membership but do i post and have enough followers to do that ?

something says not, as there is a big gap between any input on here.

But the advantages are more control over my page ( i hate the adverts for starters) and would if i bought membership it mean that i would post more ? I know know i can get to here on my phone so daily updates are an idea. 

decisions decisions !!! 

There always is another blog site that is easier to control i guess .... watch this space

Well having been someone that does fall for the "stress" that so many seems to have these days, believing in fact that everyone has shit days and those days can really tick a person off.

Managing stress is an easy option for the human mind, what with all its complexities, it can easily remove those issues that are dragging a person down. Understanding the reasons that you are feeling the way you are are the very first and most important step you need to removing the stress from your life.

The old adage " there is always someone worse of then you" is a key thought, another is "fuck it" While each and every person on planet earth is entitled to their opinion in the end it is just that an opinion and not a fact of your being. Their opinion should not matter to you, for allowing their opinion of their view point of you to matter allows them control over you, so therefore removing the very core of you being you.

That is not to say that you or your acts can not be enhanced by someones opinion, but that is for you to decided if it would be for the overall better or just to increase their lives. For every piece or act of advice you are given or see it is down to you and you alone to interpretate that as you wish, now maybe someone may say "thats wrong i didn't mean it that way" that is their problem for not giving you all that you needed to know to make a choice. You are a singular person with your own perimeters based on your own experiences, morals and situations so to expect that someone else's values of a situation should be adhered to, is without doubt, totally falible.

So the stress that you are feeling is yours to own the way you wish it, not for others to enhance or remove, if you wish to be that person that lets those feeling take over and ran your life then that is your choice, but you have to live with that and deal with the fall out from it.

Be yourself in all that you say,do and want then no one and i mean no one  can say that you are not a true person. 

Well what a last few weeks it has been !

The lowest of lows that i have felt for a while.. we own 2 cats, ones that we rescued from the rspca nearly 4 years ago, mother and daughter but both so different in every way possible,

I returned home 2 weeks friday to the neighbour knocking on the door, one of the cats had been run over and killed. She was without a question a big part of my life and so special, and while i know some will say it was only a cat but she was my cat, Black as night burning green eyes and a personality so big it felt human.

She has been buried in my garden and a bush planted for her, something to always see and remember her. 

I have been off work for the bank holiday week, managing to get the 3 days in between off so i get 11 days in all. So the garden has been hit hard with tree and bushes moved and replanted, new ones bought and planted, flowers planted and even a new dwarf apple tree planted. The garden looks good with a new brighter look, it had been an easy kept one with just bushes and greenery, the new plants will burst forth soon enough with their colours adding to the already blossoms around the garden.

I look to the neighbours garden wonder why they even wanted it .. it is nothing but weed heaven with stinging nettles 3 foot high. The annoying thing is that as a corner house we have a small garden where as they have one twice as long which could be put to such great use, it already has a dividing wall across it which would allow a patio area as well area to plant in. But it is theirs i guess to do with what they want.

Work is still work and its busy at this time which is good. Though this has its down side with regards to my back problem but am back at physio to so hoping that things settle down once more and ease up. The case is still awaiting a outcome and i have a medical to take soon that will go towards reporting the extent of injury and possible future problems i may have, its all fun aint it.

Tomorrow is the wedding day for the royal couple, Not really bothered about it as there is so much to living that it takes a back step, it will be nice to have sun for it as i know there are plenty of folks having parties and get togethers, it is good that folk will come together and be normal and put behind them the issues that life gives them.

Having a royal family cause's many issues for a few and those few will undoubtedly try to cause trouble, for that i hope the authorities camp down hard on them. No matter what political stance you have or issues with what ever is happening in the world no one has the right to spoil anothers wedding day. That day will be their day and something to hold dear through the dark days that life will throw at them, not a day to be remembered as one where demonstration took center part  ... i wish them well and good luck for the future